Some information in my weekly President’s letter:
To change myself and my desires, I had to rely on the Atonement of Christ. I knew this for a long time already, but the difference this time was believing that He is changing me, not that He can change me. For a long time I’ve had the thought of “Christ can change me, so why isn’t He?” Why, if I was fighting and asking for so long, why wasn’t He changing me?
I have to believe. Believe more than just Christ is there and cane help me. I must believe He is helping me. That His atonement is changing me, and that I am changing through Him, and my desires will change.
I feel the power of the atonement changing me little by little. The moment I think that Christ is the one changing me, I can feel the power happening.
My desires are different, and once I harness the power of the atonement to change me even more to become a more diligent and work-focused missionary, my home life afterwards will benefit a lot from it.
This is what I learned this week. To trust in God.
We have a new addition to the KPP team/district. Elder Bartschi! He’s a half Taiwanese half white broski from Las Vegas! He knows just about everything media-wise that I do, so the conversations take off to the next planet and beyond every time we pass each other. Great friends already! He’s a good worker, and driven to help. Great guy.
Well, I had a lot of business today, so that’s it. Talk to you guys laters. Joop joop.